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my so called life

Created on 2006-09-28 10:00:22 (#11259703), last updated 2007-02-21

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Name:	blondie_baby_01

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hi everybody!!

i joined LJ recently and have received lots of kind words and support from the other members.

i have been ana for about four or five years. i was never really too much underweight, but wen i split from an ex, my weight reached its lowset, about 105 lbs i think.

then i recovered, by myself!!, and slowly but steadily got fatter and fatter. i began to overeat and soon mmy weight was up to about 155lbs!! im 19 and 5'7" so my calculated weight is between 135-145 but to me this is too much!! i cant wait to be 115lbs (stg) and from there who knows.

i have lost 8lbs so far and cant wait till the weight keeps lowering! (if thats a word??)

so anyways, thanks to all the girls in proanorexia for helping me with my journey this far. some of you are truely thinspirational!!

much love, Blondie!!

*The Important Stuff*
Age:	19
Weight:	137
Heighest Weight:	155
Lowest Weight:	110
Current Weight:	137
Goal Weight :	120 (STG)
Fave food :	crispy chicken with salt pepper and galic (chinese)
Fave Drink :	tea, strong, dash milk, no sugar
Fave Exercise :	cross training
Thinspo :	my fiance, i strive to be perfect for him
Where do you slip up?	wen im not on lj, lost my willpower after recovery
When did it start?	15
Why did it start?	depressed,unhappy fat!!!
Does Anyone know?	no, my fiance knows i "diet"
Do you want help?	nope!
Diet pills?	faves, ephedrine, most recent, hoodia
fave binge food:	see fave food
Fave dieting food:	green tea & sugarfree redbull (for liquid fasting)
How many cals do you consume a day?	as little as poss, too many and i binge!!
What tips do you use to lose weight?	nothing tastes as good as being thin feels!
What do you see when you look in the mirror?	too much!
Are you in a relationship?	yes
If so, Do they pressure you to be thin?	yes, but unknowingly. he deserves perfection, that is my own pressure.
Are you the fat or thin one out of your friends?	fat
Are you depressed?	not anymore (since i recovered)
Do you self harm?	not anymore (since i recovered)
Ever tried to commit suicide?	yes, once
Ever been to a psychologist??	yes once-the bastard!!
Fave song?	atm courage superchick, it helps.
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